Happy Mother's Day!

Mother's Day is coming up! (May 09, 2010) Where's you gifts? Did you prepare something for your mom? Mother's are honored worldwide for their love and care. Mother's can be celebrated any day  but on Mother's Day we like to make an additional effort.


Our mom is person who offer her life for us, a person whose love and care for us is uncontaminated, a person who does everything to make us blissful, a person who brings us to met this world, a person who serves us with all her heart does everything to kep our life restful.


Since our childhood I've watched my mother washing and ironing our clothes, preparing our'baon' for every single day we went to school. We've been so very blessed to be dropped and picked from our school starting in our first day in school until the time we can stand alone. Every time we had fight and every time we hurt by someone else, our mama is always present to give a comfort and patiently listened to our heartaches.
She is always there for us through every thick and thin of our life. She is the person we can depend and lean upon to stand by us anytime we demand her.


A mother's interest and cares cannot ever be traded with wealth or any material things. Her undying love to her children is faultless and unconditional. The best thing about her love is that she doesn't wait for anything in return. But that does not mean she shouldn't.


♥My mama is the B-E-S-T! ♥


I love you Mama and I really miss you. See soon. mwah


Advance Happy Mother's Day to all mom's out there! ;)

why?

I don't know what to feel, to do and to think. So weird. It is fully occupied by nothing! You know why?Kasi po dahil sa sobrang dami hindi ko na alam kung anu at alin ang uunahin. But I trust and I pray to our almighty God for his guidance and love.

Sometimes I ask God why life is unfair. Why I am different to other people? Why I have a huge problems as always? Why I need to work hard and hard to provide anything for myself and to my family? Why is it my hardwork is not enough to provide anything I want? Why there's a lot of people who are too boastful and want to pull me down? Why, why, why?? Why I have this kind of life?

But then, I knew that my life has a purpose. God loves me so much and I will survive... So far, He never leave me even though I'd always ignore Him. Thanks for everything my Lord. Also, It was a blessing to have louie in my life. Thank you so much for the love and care.. ^_^

I've got Joy

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Hey all, 'twas a long time since my last post here. Lol, I got busy, very busy to my work. Toinkz... Since my working time changed into night shift, I dont have enough time here in blogging world. POOR me. Hehe.. yes, yes, yes...missin blogging so much. T_T.

But anyway, I just wanna share this cute text message sent my ex officemate James Danac. Haha! This message caught my attention.

“If sincerity is about trust , then why others cheat?

If loyalty is a product of honesty ,then why others lie?

If sacrifice leads to suffering, then why others still choose to do it?

If saying iloveyou is romantic, then why others silently cry?

If kisses can ease the pain, then why others commit suicide?

If smiles are so sweet, then why bitter tears still falling?

If true love can build up a relationship, why cant it answer all WHY's above?”

Wanna share also this Worhsip song entilted “I've got JOY”

I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart.
Where? Down in my heart!
Where?Down in my heart!
I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart,
down in my heart
down in my heart to stay.

And if the Devil doesn't like it he can sit on a tack.
OUCH
Sit on a tack.
OUCH
Sit on a tack.
And if the Devil doesn't like it he can sit on a tack
Sit on a tack today.

The kids sit on the floor and shout "OUCH"
and repeat this until the song is over.

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08-08-08

Hi Guyz!
Hmmmppp... wala akong ganang mag update ng blog ko.. tskk tsskk.. ewan pero dunno what 2 do. Andami ko ng problema, halos mabaliw na ako sa kakaisip na para bang wala ng solusyon but still here I am again..Standing and Fighting!
But God is good all the time. He always there for me. Kaya lang minsan iniisip ko bakit ganito? parang hindi ata pantay ang tao, may mga mayayaman, may mga mahihirap, may mga magagaling at matatapang, may mga tao ding nasa kanila ang lahat.. Ang ganda panoorin ang mga taong ganito na wari bang walang problema ngunit ako heto parang hindi ata nauubusan,,,

Sana lang kahit ngayong 08-08-08 kahit sandaling oras lang magkakaroon ako ng kunting katahimikan...

Gusto ko ring magpasalamat kay Belle dahil ipinaalala nya sa aking 08-08-08 pala ngayon..sabi nya swerte raw ang araw na ito.. hmmp sana

Gusto ko ring pasalamatan ang lahat ng problemang dumating at naging bahagi ng buhay ko sapagkat ito ang naging dahilan kaya habang tumatagal lalo akong tumatapang at patuloy na lumalaban

Sa aking tatay at mamang, mga bro ko salamat din dahil andyan kayo palagi hehehhe hindi nyo ako iniiwan..Kayo lamang ang tanging dahilan kung bakit kahit mahirap nagsusumikap ako.. wish ko na rin na gumaling ka na tatay ko..

Sincerest thanks to all my friends, officemates, blogmates, textmates, classmates, schoolmates, housemates, chatmates at sa lahat pang mates ko..

Tips To Tell That Guy Likes The Girl

1. The guy will laugh at all your jokes.

2. He'll stare at you with a smile on his face.

3. He'll ask you who you like, continuously.

4. He might try to make you jealous.

5. He'll beg that you do everything for him.

6. He might start talking to your friends.

7. He'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys.

8. He'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are.

9. He'll always be flirting with every other girl except you.

10. He'll always ask what to do in a bad situation.

11. He'll always make a negative comment about your physical appearance the more he likes that girl. (by : Danzrev)


*******wink...

Letting him go.

A two and half (2 ½) year relationship has just ended. I am facing now the long process of healing and getting over the lost relationship. I have to accept the pain, the heartaches, the depression the sleepless nights and the tears from my eyes falling down to my face as I remembered those sweet memories I shared with him.

I thought he was the right guy for me. We made a promised to each other that whatever will happened our relation will last forever. He was so supportive, so loving, so understanding, so faithful and honest person. Wala ka ng hahanapin pa sa kanya. Kaya lang may parents akon kelangan tulungan, may kapatid na umaasa pa sa akin (panganay kasi ako) at higit sa lahat may obligation pa ako sa taong nagpaaral sa akin sa kolehiyo. Masakit tanggapin at isipin na nawawalan na ako ng oras at panahon sa kanya.. unfair noh?? but what should I do? He is asking for my time pero hindi ko maibigay. Nasasaktan ako tuwing maalalang naghihintay siya sa akin tuwing kelangan niya ang presensya ko.

This time magulo isipan ko. Bakit umabot sa ganito ang lahat? Sinasabi niya sa akin na nauunawaan niya ako ngunit bakit hindi ko iyon nararamdaman? Bakit umabot sa sitwasyong hindi na namin nauunawaan ang isa't isa? Bakit kelangan ko siyang saktan? Bakit ako pa ang pinili niya? Feeling ko wala akong kwentang girlfriend. Masaya naman kami dati eh... Nauunawaan niya ako at ganoon din siya. Simpleng oras at panahon lang ang problema namin. Nagtatrabaho ako at siya'y nag-aaral. Masakit tanggapin ngunit kelangan. Dahil nasasaktan ko siya at ganoon din ang sarili ko,,, :(

Broken, I found myself crying out to the Lord, I pleaded that He show His face to me and speak to me through His Word. I needed His comfort so badly, that I demanded His attention. Psalm 120:1 “I call on the Lord in my distress, and he answers me.” God is indeed faithful. He quickly comforted me, and I found myself seeing a lot of positive things that He will allow me to experience. He reminded me that if He takes something away, He will replace it with something much, much better. He reminded me in Psalm 81:16 that he will satisfy me.

From being depressed, I immediately felt joy in my heart. I looked in the mirror and didn’t see a gloomy face anymore, but I saw a glow in my face that was filled with joy knowing that Christ has a lot of beautiful surprises in store for me.

So what if I’m single, it’s not the end of the world. In fact it shall be a new beginning. I did end a relationship, I have given up a good man but I have opened a better opportunities to help my parents and brothers and to do my obligations in life.

I guess God allowed this relationship to end, for me to first learn to love him, and to do my life's mission. Baka darating pa ang oras na pareho kaming masaktan lalo. Its better to let him go kesa naman na dadamayin ko siya sa mga responsibilidad ko sa buhay:(

I’m sure in His time He will allow me to meet “the one” He has been preparing for me all these years. One day I shall meet God’s perfect match for me, but till then I will allow myself to lavish in God’s abundant and perfect love.

Broken hearted? Yes, First time.. sad noh? Pero kung sakaling siya ang itinadhana para sa akin,, buong puso ko paring tatanggapin.. kelangan ko lng ngayon ng panahong mag-isip at gawin ang mga bagay na dapat mag-isa kong tatapusin. If he really love me, he will wait for the right time at maunawaan niya ang lahat ng naging disisyon ko.

Patawarin mo sana ako sanay lubusan mo akong nauunawaan..

Cheer up!

In love

In love??

Have you ever been in love? Scary isn't it? It makes you sensitive. It opens your heart and brain so that someone can get inside and mess you up. You may build up all these armors, you build up a whole suit of bulletproof vest so that you may not hurt, then one stupid person, deviate your stupid life. You give them an example of you. They didn't buzz for it. They did something mute one day, like kiss you or express friendliness at you and then you're not the owner of your life anymore. Love takes prisoners. It gets inside you. It consumes and allows you crying in the darkness, so clear in the phrase “we meant to be friends forever” turns into a pieces of glass directing into your heart. Your heart seems bleeding and aching. Not just in the mind power,but it is a soul hurt. A real situation that makes everyone cry.

Others may adore for the love while others may hate. Sometimes love can inspire us and it gives assistant to our life. But of most of the time it will give contribute an heartaches to us.

I love you not

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good

makita kang muli lyrics

Bawat sandali ng aking buhay
Pagmamahal mo ang aking taglay
San man mapadpad ng hangin
Hindi magbabago aking pagtingin
Pangako natin sa Maykapal
Na tayo lamang sa habang buhay
Maghintay

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
Maghintay ka lamang, Ako’y darating
Pagka’t sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin makita kang muli,
Makita kang muli

Puso’y nagdurusa nangungulila
Iniisip ka ‘pag nag-iisa
Inaalala mga sandali
Nang tayo ay magkapiling
Ikaw ang gabay sa aking tuwina
Ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw
Tanging ikaw

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
Maghintay ka lamang, ako’y darating
Pagka’t sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin
Makita kang muli, makita kang muli
Makita kang muli

my favorite lyrics...

Thanks To You

Thank you for teaching me how to love
Showing me what the world means
What I've been dreamin' of
And now I know, there is nothing that I could not do
Thanks to You

For teaching me how to feel
Showing me my emotions
Letting me know what's real
From what is not
What I've got is more that I'd ever hoped for
And a lot of what I hope for is
Thanks to you

No mountain, no valley
No time, no space
No heartache, no heartbreak
No fall from grace
Can't stop me from believing
That my love will pull me through
Thanks to You

(Adlib)

There's no mountain, no valley
No time, no space
No heartache, no heartbreak
No fall from grace
Can't stop me from believing
That my love will see me through
Thanks to You
Thanks to You

For teaching me how to live
Putting things in perspective
Teaching me how to give
And how to take
No mistake
We were put here together
And if I breakdown
Forgive me but it's true
That I'm aching with the love I feel inside
Thanks to You
Thanks to you