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New Year is fast approaching.. yehey!!! Am not so excited. Dunno why. Grrr... "I Hate You Jean!" I dunno when I would love you again. Eii guyz, many of my best buddies in ym asking why my status message is "I Hate You Jean!" ,, coz.. I hate myself in many ways! I have a strong personality but emotionally weak?? Errrr.... isn't balance right? Dunno why I'm such a loser emotionally. tsk9999999999x

Thank you God for all the blessings you've showered us. For the good health and everything. Thank you for the fighting spirit.

To my mamang, tatay and brothers, Xerxes, AOV family, friends,relatives, classmates, madz and padz... thank you for loving me.


... thank you guys for everything..


Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!


Sa mga kaaway ko.. sorry guys..I hate you parin till year 2009... Shit..shit... you made my life miserable. errrrr...

My Real Santa Claus

Did you see Santa Claus in personal? What Santa did in your life that full of color? When I was in grade school, I had always dream of Santa. I want Santa to be my side during Christmas. I was wishing' that on the my special day Santa will pay a visit in our house. The Santa that wear a red dress and handling many gifts in his bag. As many Christmas passed, I didn't saw him in a person. And I realize that maybe there's no Santa at all.
Before Christmas day, I am wishing for a Barbie doll gift. One day, when I wake up early in the morning December 25, 2004 on my cabinet I saw a gift that was address to me. To: my loving Daughter Im so excite when I opened the gift. It was a doll that I am wishing for! A very cute Barbie Doll. I go to my mother's bedroom and shout for joy. “Mama, Mama I received a gift.” My mama smile and say “You're wishing for a doll right? Then, Santa gave it to you she delivered it personally in your room.” I asked mama” Why I didn't saw Santa?”. She replied, “My loving daughter, Santa is here”she touch my heart. At that time, I guess what my mother wanted to express.That Santa is alive! I saw Santa with blood and flesh and they we're my loving parents.
One morning, in the classroom our teacher asked us “Is Santa real?.” some of my classmates answered that yes and some said there's no Santa excess. They are shock when I answered “Yes! There's a Santa, I hug and kiss Santa always and I saw Santa everyday.” The class was so silent when I continue to explain. “Real Santa Claus is our parents because they provide all our needs”.

Small Christmas Tree in a piece of paper.

Twenty six days to go is “Christmas day”. In my mind I am always asking if what is the best gift for my mom, dad, brother, sister, special friend and to my jo? One day is not enough to go to malls to shop all the gifts that I wanted to give to all my love ones. If I have a lot of money then I can buy all the items I want in the malls. That's my big problem! I sat on the floor thinking about my simple problem I was amazed at then when I found one piece of a green grass. A shape of a grass is similar to the Christmas tree. I was laughing.. hahahahaha why it did not came to my mind? I will make a Christmas tree for them. Hmmm sound nice, since Christmas is coming I will gave them a Christmas tree for a unique one. But it was too big and expensive, until I came to the point that, I will put the Christmas tree in a piece of paper.
I prepare all materials that I am going to use a piece of paper, the leaves and glue. I pasted the leave in piece of paper and wow I really appreciate the output. A very unique Christmas card! Simple card but made from my heart. Then I wrote my personal message to them The card was made by my personal touch and my own imagination
Christmas day came, I know that my love ones expect for a gift. When I gave my gift to them they amaze. They discovered how artistic I am. My mom smile and say “We're thankful to have you in our life”. The word of appreciation is very priceless. A moment ago I've learned that if you have a talent you need to explore it follow the desires of your heart.